28th january 2002, 4.43pm

still thinking of the mid term break, how to go abroad? still wanted to go desaru, malacca, everywhere, but yet, sigh. anyway, heng ah, our MA was supposed to be week5, which is next week! n it is changed to week9 now, thanx to dachin...

sunday going sentosa~ wanna come along? though its business, but fun will come after that!

3.26pm

i'm feeling stressed! so many projects coming up... and i have so little time, so fan so fan!


27th january 2002, 11.06pm

family day today. went to eat n tried to find new year clothes @amk, but in vain. actually i tink i haf too much clothes, which explains the difficulty for me in finding clothes. lazy oso. ended up only the little girl got her shoe and 2 tops. walked around all day n my legs are aching abit. hee

din catch deep impact on tv, tho i watched it some time ago. was a 1998/99 show i remember. if the world were to end, who will you wan to be with? for me, prolly my family n of cos the hero of my heart. oh no its getting depressing, but well guess it's worth thinking about. who is the one person you want to spend the last hours of your life with? lemme know k? :)

though this is totally irrelevant n none of anyone's business, but hiak hiak... i miss him... :PpPpPp (to my him: i'd be doing ur page real soon k? :> muz believe me...)

gonna start reading up a lil on stats, having the 1st test of the semester on tuesdae, n i promised a lot of ppl to buck up this term. so ciao for now!

1.35am

so angry. just typed so much and got error, now must retype. anyway, today is actually quite fun, although it is a saturday and i stayed at home.

as stated earlier went carrefour to buy food happily with a trolley happily like some happy family in the supermarket choosing all our food. tiramisu was rejected cos the orange shirted little girl forgot to read the direction n tt it takes 'several hour to a day' to chill the cake. since poor mark stays in jurong, we decided not to lar. we ended up baking cookies, spagetti, green tea jelly + almond longan. :D dear dear came too, and he ate a lot. tt means he like my food (mebbe he just erm hungry, but nvm! :P) tried to make this super big heart shape cookie but failed. :( the rest of the cookies were not bad, tho the attempt to make shapes often fail. as ugly as they look, they taste good, so did the spag, i tink? hee

we took lottsa fotos again, zhiping oso came btw, forgot to mention. we took farni pictures of me upside down, zp removing her makeup, mark n ping tryin to be sleazy. on the whole, amazingly and unexpectedly not too bad a day. hee, with food that din really fail us bad. dear den, after a lot a lot of convincing, finally did a stunt for us. this inspired me to learn up to stand on my hand without any help. i will learn soon ok! :D

sinful lar, but will work it off k? :P

26th january 2002, 1.02pm

going to have ppl coming to my house to attempt to cook. kaka.. so exciting. n my baby is coming too! *happy* better rush off, meeting at 2 to buy food. ping is making her tiramisu! wonder whether can eat anot. :P

12.36am
(another long entry... after a long day)

sometimes, i just stare at my organiser and sigh. why on earth am i so busy? i would really love to spend a quiet evening going straight home after school to eat home cooked food, watch tv and stone and talk to my parents. next week next week...

starting to think that learning to drive is a waste of time n money. its doing all the same things over n over, i dun really feel like i haf learned anything new, n 20 bucks fly every hour. maybe as my pocket grows tighter, these figures became more obvious to me. i mean, i dunno.... better lemme pass soon, not so much of the enthusiasm of driving (of cos haf lar), but more of the 100 bucks i'd save per month.

still aching from all the bowling. quite suan at the pelvis area, cos of the bending n shifting of weight to the left leg during the "pose" after throwing the ball. somehow tink my pose still quite ugly, cos my left hand is lazy n like to rest on my left thigh. can u visualise tt? :P looking for more bowling competition looking clothes, mebbe berms n polo tee sounds quite pro. kakaka, tt's wad sg team wear wad!

lessons are boring as usual, but getting a tad more involved n it gets better. john is so farni, he crack jokes with a straight face (as of all englishman, so he says). logic is still confusing, but getting a lil better, n will be even better i tink, if i bother to read those notes n text, which i promise to, over the weekend.

after lesson we went to city hall area to eat. went simply thai to have beef noodle n tom yam soup. its pretty okay, nothing fantastic, but the tom yam soup was not bad, shiok, hot enough. silly ping didn't know of the existance of this particular breed of mushroom tt often appears in tom yam soup (which she decidedly called ugly) n left them all for me to eat. mark the hero then added more chilli powder in the soup, but the heroine of the day was me, who tried very hard to drink the after-chillied soup. in the end i looked quite like the chilli itself.

we then went to carrefour n somehow had lottsa fun. we all 3 ah, just can haf fun over the silliest n smallest thing. we went there to buy cheap gel to put in our locker, n ended up buying 'friendship teeshirts' for each other. bought $3 teeshirts meant for kids, n we are going to let our creative juices flow n cut + paint our own teeshirt. *prays tt mark will fit into the tee* bought 2 bottles of soursop, but 1 of them was bad. argh. once again, the coughing ping was treated to a dose of her enemy, aka fisherman's friend (& not her friend), this time, apple cinemmon flavour. she was so onto the tub of haagen daas icecream tt she tried to reason out on how i observed tt she look a lil thinner + she had sad dinner & lunch yesterday. (so relevant right). look, just look what ice cream can do to a girl. *sigh*. SMUrfs newly elected quality control guy was not useful at all, was charmed by the chocolate ice cream too! tsk tsk... luckily the CEO of SMUrfs was determined enough, n we saved ourselves many more sinful calories we might haf consumed with the cocoa. we then stoned for a while at the fountain n went home. din join pris n gang at embargo, tot of the wine & cab home den dowan liao. sigh. but ok lar, it was fun at carrefore, n using 24 bucks, we bought 5 teeshirts, 1 gel, 4 sausage bread (for ping's family?), halls lozenges, ping's enemy.

haven't really answered my rage yesterday. think perhaps it is not all too nice of me to bitch about ppl on the net, although it is my own blog, so i guess i shall be less discreet. im totally over the angry part, which was basically having people to refuse to be your group member at the 3rd week of the term with the reason of "having different styles in doing project". ha. i mean, im not dying to be your member, but hate the way we looked like fools. all the while if u are not happy, just tell us in the face, dun go n act sweet n pretend pretend. there is no need for us to group with u. we can survive on our own, n we'll prove tt to the rest of the world too. just cannot understand how she can determine us to be people who likes to do things last minute when we actually went on our own accord down to the company we are sourcing details for before the stipulated meeting date, n training for ivp is such a bad thing to do, it was so bad to miss a discussion for proposal due 2 weeks later to go for my training. how sad. oh well, we can't make the world love us, and we dun bother to love ppl we don't. 3 words. just too bad.

24th january 2002, 9.01pm
( a long entry, a very long one )

yesterdae -

(black hawk down spoiler alert)

was about to meet mark and ping to go to sentosa, but then in the end it was raining tigers and lions according to ping and we ended up stoning in town (AGAIN), and i was in my beachwear! *sigh* felt quite out of place in town, n it din help tt the other 2 were wearing normal looking clothes. :( singapore weather is really getting more and more unpredicitable.
instead we went to mt e to get some of our ma project shit done up. felt quite useful. was at the maternity section of the hospital, looked at the cute babies. they are kawaii neh! super super cute. my baby (erm tt CHOSEN one of the lot in the ward, we all each chose one of our own) was so cute and quiet. mark looked so bored there, if not for the silly nurse who doesn't really seem to love babies who let down the blind, we didn't really want to go. he seem to be more interested in hamsters and fighting fishes.

we went to watch black hawk down, n my dearest came along. i think the show is really not tt fantastic, i guess its because the show is a re-enaction, n its of some war, so its meant to be boring. but there is really no climax in the story, nor is there any moral of the story, but then again of cos, war doesn't make sense. n its really asking us to sympathise with the americans, though the casulties on the other side is about 500 times more, with women and children as compared to the soldiers of the amercians. ( n they emphasis how much they dowan to kill the children n women upteen times) but i guess the whole show isn;t all that bad, i would say the cinematography is really quite not bad, n they did try to bring in some comic relief to ease the tension n possibly make the show more lively. better stop commenting, sounding like a critic already


todae -

(bowling festival)

today is really like a bowling festival, i bowled at 2 different places in 2 different part of singapore with 2 different group of people. bowled 9 or 10 games today, so many, i can't remember. went to katong and cineleisure. going to join the ivp (inter varsity polytechnic) bowling section, well confirm cannot win, no own ball, play straight ball, haven't been practising nor training, but realli just there for the exposure n haf fun, but at least cannot be too sia suay n get too low lar. can't remember all my scores, but a few of them are 161, 128, 154, 158, 141, 136, 124. so sad rite. michelle has improved tremedously, high score for the day was 221, which is the best in her life. my best was only 191. kakaka...feeling achy all over, just now as i was jumping down the stairway, i almost fell as my calf muscle gave way. as i was coming home i was thinking of going for a slow jog but my thigh told me they cannot take it anymore. lol

i decided to learn to play spinning ball after my ivp, was thinking i will be like so involved in school, to be in judo, bowling and rugby, which of cos, unless our dear ping join then i will *hint hint*.

i got into some deep thinking. i realised that i have really not been taking things seriously in life. somehow, when i promise or is full of determination to do something, it is really just 5 mins kind. i always have this mentality that im still very young, n dun need to be so serious in life, but perhaps it is really time to start, at least on certain things. perhaps sometimes i talk too much. oh well, we'll see.

weather: moist, after rain, breezy n nice to sleep
watching: tv channel 8 tay ping hui show ;D
TAI SHUAI LE!


23rd january 2002, 1.08 pm

just finished watching captain corelli's mandolin on vcd on my bed. wanted to watch it yesterday night, but fell asleep 30 mins later. its not tt the show aint nice, but i was too tired. contrary to many reviews, i find it an ok show. penelope's greek n nicholas cage's italian accent is pretty amusing, n once in a while i cant catch wad they're saying. but hey its really not too bad. ask me for the vcd alright?

havent been catching enuf sleep recently, but i guess at least i am doing useful things. kaka...

"einstein sleeps only 2 hours a day"

anyway, after school, ping n cindy went to cut her hair. ping insisted tt she looks more garang, tho i totally beg to differ. we den stone again in town with some oversized mua chee tt we cant finish, den went home. sian. tink we are becoming the pia gias of smu, go skool late, skip skool, hang out at orchard everydae after school. seems like there is a curfew for us to NOT go home b4 some stipulated time. lol

anyway, gotta go bathe, going to sentosa later.

22nd january 2001, 2.39pm