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sunday, 31st march 2002, 10.43pm
last day of march = just 2 weeks to exams ladies and gentlemen. *freaks*
spent half a day in school again. network was down again unfortunately. according to michael, he tripped the wire, causing the lift to malfunction (?), poor ppl going 5th floor, now you know the culprit. !!! hee... tmr's presentation is gonna be quite funny, and as usual a market spoiler if all really goes well. remember ah, if there are any class ppl here, wear formal today. you're part of our show on the beach bash. the video we are shooting tmr is gonna b shown @ sentosa, so cake your faces with makeups and wad nots. hee. and mark pls remember to come, and wear formal k? mr dxign.
remember to turn up for my wham! performance on tuesday ok? sweet zhiping is skipping class and rushing down from boon lay after class leh. just call us when u reach the bus stop ok? we'll fly down to pick u up, but we might be in class leh, erm mebbe u can join our stats class? lol...
hectic week next week, i mean this, was planning to just find a day to shoot the alleys, but realised time is just not right. i know this entry is helluva boring, but tmr is ma class in the morning, ltb presentation, more rehearsals at night, tuesday stats presentation, performance at night, wednesday is to study for ma test on thursday, and thurs is for preparing AS presentation, and last day to hand up ma report. and 10 days from friday will be the exams. HOW?
watched waterboys today. it is a can-watch show. mebbe worth $6.50 but mebbe not $8.50. damn funny, spent the 2 hours laughing my heart out. japs haf a way with cinematography... the style is just so different, but since i am such a rookie at it, better not comment, else there will be people who are more critical than i hope tt will start to chat again.
i really want clarify something here. i dunno who that anonymous person is, whoever you are, i just wanna say this: my intention has never been to look down on sim nor informatics ppl. in fact, i have friends who are in there, and of course you do not know. in fact, i thought of going to sim. that you do not know. my intention, and it is the only intention, is to express my frustrations on the cases of misunderstandings of where i am studying, mixing up with some other school. haven't you heard of ppl mixing acs barker and acs (i)? so if im from barker rd, by saying, we are not acs (i) , does that = acs (i) sux/ i look down on acs (i). is it? also, if tt word farni hurt you, or anyone else, then i apologise for that. i'll change it. in fact, i'll change it right now.
mebbe i have been biase to anyone else, but tt's bcos i simply dowan my school to be so unknown, so mixed up with other schools, after i, and 800 others have worked so freaky hard to get for the As to get in. if only you can see it from my point of view. but i guess you don't. but what can i do? i can't please the world. i cannot be politically correct all the time. changing it is the only thing i will do for you. if you wish to further argue, its up to you. whether i wish to respond or delete your entry, tt is up to me.
whatever it is, i still have to say, at the end of the wday it doesn't reflect too well on you too right, daring to accuse people on their homepage, especially when it is a personal one and u can choose not to read, and dare not even put your name down.
P.S. I am not as childish as you, everything oso must swear. so now that i explain myself, u wan me to show you my lil pinkie and shake pinkies to promise to be nice? *sheesh* somehow, pls try to grow up. swear by my family, my ass lar. i treasure them more than to take them as some what, items? i repeat. pls try to grow up.
on a totally irrelevant note, i realised i have to tell everyone that the tests i have been doing so far has been astracted from here. giving the rightful credit to you lar elf, in case u complain. :) 
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saturday, 30th march 2002, 1.43am
its late. waking up at 7.30am again tmr, and prolly leaving school no earlier than 7.30pm. so sian. everyone i know is pia-ing their homework now. gambateh! get off the fone pls miss apple.
went to singapore food fest at bugis with parents. its like.. BORING! stone the whole day, no do work, woke up late, felt great. its so shiok to feel so once in a while.
i really got nothing to say here and now, just that on icq at this very moment there is someone asking me for opinion (or justification) of ppl who apply for smu only because they can't get into nus or ntu. I HATE TIS KINDA PPL! i dun exactly love my school hardcore, but its really just so so so so so so fcuking irritating.
why must ppl compare? if u all compare more and more, smu ppl will hate nus and ntu ppl... and we will become malaysia singapore next time. imagine if someone decides to reclaim the pond in botanic gardens, .... (add in your own story...)
stupid herd instinct ppl!!!!
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wednesday, 27th march 2002, 11.19pm
hapi birthdae marmee! today had been a long day, quite physically and mentally straining. tt's cos i started off the long day driving at 8.30am, then went to school for the day. well i didn't get any hw done, feel quite sad, but manage to get to the gym, and then went for rehearsals as usual.
i was so determine to send out an email (again) to the group. this time not some funny pek cek mail but a mail to get the group going, but i want to get a good one done, like "bang!" have an impact one, but too tired. i am really tired.
learn so many non-academic but future related things today. there is so much i can say, but i guess i have to learn to apply some tact. as the annoynomous one who really hope me to, (btw i tink i noe who u are la *winks*) when working styles clashes, tt's when problems begin. and i guess that is one reason why ivy decided not to do the project with us. i hope that everything can be solved.
by the way, some advertisement to make.
our creative thinking group has came up with a brand new genre of music, and it has both the blood of stomp (basically making music and rhythms w.o the use of musical instruments) and drama. we are going to do stomp with drama and storyline. wham. (i'm acting! come come dun shy. -duh-)
the wham! a creative symphony will be held on 2nd april, tuesday, 5.30pm @ the red door gallery, raffles studio theatre at singapore management university, evans road campus. tickets are only 2 bucks! (cos its a 30 mins thing) and the money will go to the beneficeries for our beach party. dun watch nm, just donate the 2 bucks pls. :P tix will be sold real soon. like tmr or something. get from me ok? thanx!
btw its only 30 mins, so if u late then no need to come liao kakakak
im falling asleep. shall sleep early tonight. driving again tmr. waste $. pls lemme pass 1st time.
Tuesday, 26th march 2002, 5.27pm
i was scolded for being too vulgar so i am editing my language now. basically college green is already taken up. no nonsense happy staying in school already. its over. taken. fully booked. big sigh.
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i'll keep tis la, i type until quite xinku although i cut and pasted.
12.53pm
flew down to stupid 77th street early in the morning and wasted our time there. they are going to sponsor us the vip cards for our prizes for the telematches, but that is about all. so stupid sianz. anyway we have to focus more on getting money instead of just prizes.
ate nice and cheap sumo bento @ toa payoh just now. full tummmy now! *pats pats* ate udon with codfish - a not very healthy combi but nonetheless happy la!
larry got a new ball. it looks quite nice actually. its a columbia300 Ti/beast 14.3lbs ball. its superflex material, not reactive, but it is actually like the best bet for urethene balls when reactive balls are a little too hookish to handle. in fact it is more expensive than my ball when i was surfing through the net and searching for it. but its some old model neh, i search until my backside oso pain then found it. its not even under the retired balls. so kelian. oh why am i speaking as if anyone cares?
i nearly got hit by a motorbike. was crossing the road in a hurry. now my leg got 2 ugly red blot of funny stuff that is not very painful. i decided to give up my hope for the class 2 license liao. its so vulnerable. i'll stick to my class 3.
papa is allowing me to stay at college green liao. so happy, can move in next week, or maybe the next few days. lalala... fortunate ping is my roommate. poor me. :(
Monday, 25th march 2002, 11.31am
Happy Birthday Brother! *throws confetti* i bought him a nice nike sweater and air freight it over, just nice he received it today. so zhun. :D
larry's poor ball grew fat. i dunno why. oh and i mean bowling ball. lol. there is a baluku in his ball and he is very sad. so erm we are going to go back to the ball driller, and i mean bowling ball driller to try to see if he can get it fixed. and i really want to cut my hair, i feel so ugly this morning. erm. and stupid ping says i am a bimbo. why? why? cos i want to cut my hair? !(*&^%$#$%^!$%^&*&%!!!!!!!!!
bimbos = stupid blonde. hui hui= not supid and not blonde. therefore hui hui not = bimbo. :D
yes i am NOT A BLONDE.
i was surfing for a nice bowling bag and i saw one here. too bad i got no money. anyway my ball is featured in there too!
ok i am done here. and i am done in class too! going to get nice hair soon!!!!
(i am not a bimbo!)
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Friday, March 22nd 2002, 9.16pm
in school now. quite happy, 'cept for the fact tt the room is a tad too stuffy, and we dun dare to open the door for fear of lurking wolves. kakaka.
we found the classroom and made it our home. brought sleeping bag, and we found 2 nice gynastic matresses which we claimed our own, so funny. we were laughing and lying there so happily. dunno why oso.
now in my home, trying very hard to finish our junkies before mark comes. and we are now trying to stay quiet in case the securities chase us off. well i dun think they will, but i hear noises outside. *scary* i hear 2 guys speaking in tamil or something. ok confirm is the securities. at least not some bangal... oops im not trying to be mean.
wham! is quite stone leh, mee mee and kwang r doing most of the stuff. its good la, im too lazy to learn too many things. but of cos, somehow quite waste time when we go for the meetings that doesn't require our presence. and they stink up our home. argh!
want to boast. i got amazing 74.5 for logic test, which i thought was a goner. so amazing. really! everyone pls be proud of me. it is supposedly quite tuff, and the bulk was at 50-60, according to ping. i noe its never good to boast, but i am just happy, so lemme ok?
ok i promised to study hard after updating my blog, so i will now. hope ping will feel guilty after seeing this.
Thursday, 21st march, 6.03pm
i decided that i have too little friends in smu. kaka, in fact only 1. we have been too cliquey with each other, in return we have no other friends. boo hoo. -duh-
im at the library all by myself trying very hard to study for my mgt acctg test. its so not the usual me, but i am proud of myself for this. why shouldn't i, right? shall do this more often.
ping is distress. she got cramps on her feet and then she failed her test. somehow it seem to relate to the bowling training yesterday. feeling so bad, eventhough she insist that it is not my fault. so much for being a gorilla.
gonna be a true blue smu and help out in the open house this saturday. sounds quite fun, being the tourguide cum usher. have to wear this ugly smu teeshirt, but ok lar. this is our first open house, so if you people have nothing better to do come down and take a look. quite a lot of goodies. free goodies. free food. waddaya waiting for?? *laughs*
later i still have to fly down to drive at 9.30. so wuliao, instructor is so packed he has to give me such a kuku timeslot. must make sure he drives me home.
im so hungry, and so alone. someone pls come and save me.
2.06am
spent a day bowling and then going for AS project meeting. michelle and gang (AS michelle) are quite funny people in their own way, i enjoy working with them, it feels so easy and normal in their presence, and i can tell that they are quite themselves too. was trying to imagine myself in the other groups, and i guess i wouldn't feel the same way. perhaps that's bcos the trios are a clique, and we 2 are a pair, so when a trio and a pair meet, they are ok. erm.. think abt it again, this analogy is a lil wrong. but heck. :)
i want to qi si leh, cathay got the nerve to check us poor consumer's money. they changed the bowling rate from $1.50 to $3 for off peak hours, and from $1.50 after 10pm, to $4.50. by doing away with the student rate, which, ALL bowling centres have, right after they got their number of people who stupidly sign up for their play card shit. SHIT THEM!!!
after a while it isn't the money already, after u qi finish tt's it. but its a matter of etiquette. u dun go raise the price by half after a month of signing up of your card, WHICH cost $60. unreasonable and so marketing strategy. once again ppl will pat my shoulders and say xiao me mei its time to grow up and welcome to the new world. hell with the working world. i am beginning to hate this fake world. ok i am sounding a lil too serious.
anyway i felt demoralised at the centre just now. felt tt i din learn anything today, somehow the coaching is only there. i dunno how good it is supposed to be, but it is honestly not very superb. i noe its the practice and drilling, but it gets dry. sigh. and when we played a real game, my ball washed the gutter. so many times, cos i forgot how to throw it, and errr.. ok save the details. but basically only got it back at frame 6, and by then the 2 arrogant yr 2s who throw straight ball surpass my scores and got like 158? and they tried to mimick poor michelle, who was making some kiddo noise. think they very big... we were noisy and wayang as usual, and they made a face or something. oh wadever. larry thinks they are jealous that we can hook, but come to think of it we hook until so lan cannot be also. er err.. anyway, shit them!
i noe i noe, i need time to ace and master my scores. i noe i noe, if i throw straight mebbe i can get those scores too. i noe i noe, it takes patience and hard work. BUT BUT... its just the down feeling u get when u noe tt once upon a time, when u had no ball no shoe, u scored 190 something...
am not boasting pls. what's there to boast. its a small down feeling, which will go off in 5 mins, onli remember the feeling again due to writing this blog. other than tt it is ok one. *faint smile*
Wednesday, 20th march 2002, 1.07am
daddy was watching we were soldiers on his tv, i watched halfway and fell asleep. nv had this thing for war shows, tho i think it is quite a nice show. shall watch it when i am more awake.
feeling fortunate now, because i realised i have been taking life for granted. my perfect family with no problem whatsoever, i go home to a nice home with nice parents and quite nice sister (:P), have enough money to buy the things i want tho i will control oso la, haf great frens who stand by me, and is quite loved by the people i love, at least. after all the shit i dun dare to say loved by almost everyone liao.
i want to stand by the person i love, who is going through a lot in life. i will be thoughtful, caring, understanding.
i feel so lomantic now. kakaka.
anyway my homework load seem to lighten slightly already. did 1/2 the singer, 3/4 of ltb. and the dateline is later, giving me more time. still, the week is pack. sians.
shall go bowling tmr. relac a bit and be happy. i deserve it right?
Tuesday, 19th march 2002, 3.11am
Felt like crap just now but I am feeling a little better now. I just want to go like SIGH and collapse. I know I whine too much but I really cant help it.
Being a middleman is never easy. Ping just have to agree ya? Sweet mark has been helping us out so much, doing out the website, the flyers, and I know that we are demanding a lot from him. And perhaps to him, we are not doing anything. But the fact of the case is that, as much as I wish to do something, so far there is nothing much that I could have done to help the situation but to try very hard to coordinate between mark and repertoire people (whom basically are my class/project mates). I hate this whole BIG group business.
Anyway, it is really so so so pek cek. You know how it feels when you are stuck in the centre, and when both have different views and both seems quite right but both are pissed at the other and you at the centre gets screamed at, whined at, and at the same time you want to please both sides, because they are both not wrong! It is just different level of expertise, different goals and objectives, different perception of similar situations. And you want to help, but you dunno what to do. Because no matter what you do, you can never ever please both ways.
This whole thing is driving me crazy. Suddenly I realised that I am growing up, and all this shite that I am taking may be just a midget of what I am going to face in the big black cruel world. Maybe if the project is as smooth sailing as like other simple projects, we wouldnt learn anything. You wouldnt learn about all the conflicts that need to be resolved, all the politically right behaviour at appropriate times, how people can appear so nice and sweet in front of you but has stab you behind your back 500 million times too much that your blood has finished flowing.
Welcome to the real world, little girl. Its time to wake up from innocence.
Suddenly I just feel like retreating to some rural parts of this world, where people still have time to look up the sky and appreciate the beauty of the clouds, to watch sunset everyday, to have time to stop and look around. Thats where Ill be when I grow old. Milking a cow sounds so wonderful suddenly.
blog has been edited to protect my own skin.
going gym later! i need to lose some mass. kakaka
Monday, 18th march 2002, 12.40am
GOOD NEWS! we found our DJs for our party already! the nice people from kondense and frontal agreed! now we got better things to tell people and attract them~
woke up, went to nike sale and bought $149 worth of products. felt so sad that i only went on sunday. should have gone on friday, or at least saturday. presto was only going at 60 bucks. DAMN! by the time i went there there wasn't much to buy, but i managed to get some a nice tennis polo, a long sleeved, a teeshirt and kaki pants. bought larry a red vest that is quite loud but nonetheless quite him. he is happy... even his mom thinks it is nice... now all he have to do is to please workout and get nicer biceps. haha
didn't manage to do any homework today but promise to try to read my singer and get it done latest by tuesday night. so mang...
had some misunderstandings with larry because of miscommunication. misinterpretation more like. sigh. too lazy to detail why, but now all is okay. everyone is so busy, everyone has their own committments, everyone is undergoing lots of changes in their lives, i feel like i got too little time. i want to spend time with my family. has been a long time since i ate dinner at home... or go on a tour, just a short one will suffice. when? tt is the question.
and i am low on cash. way low. i need money. should i work? but where to find time? i dunno....
Sunday, 17th march 2002, 1.20am
slept at 4am yesterday trying to read the LTB text which is quite fei. went to school for rehearsal for only a while, den went to bai my ah da. my aunt actually thought mark was my bf, cos the other time we went to jb and i brought all of them into her pharmacy. haha so funny. later went down to turf city for the first time in my life. been there when it was still the turf club for some steamboat buffet when i was younger. hell is that place big, and there is a giant supermarket which is really quite gigantic.
my pc broke down, system error or something. so sad. quite irritating actually, but nevermind. larry says he'll fix it up for me soon. its time to add rams oso lar. poor pc so slow.
did another 1.5 essays for LTB. i have this feeling that ping is not doing MA as i instructed and she promised, cos someone is confused over somebody again........... and that somebody actually can grow thinner. dunno how le amazing.
Friday, 15th march 2002, 5.52pm
in class yet again. ping is so kelian, she missed the interesting logic class because of maggi mee, and was caught in the rain as a result. SO KELIAN hor! *kakaka*
i'm suddenly stoned, and i have nothing to say. ping is bitting her nail again. wonder whether zhiping has stopped already. YUCKS.
mark should we warn ping and make sure she quit her habit else she will have no more friends? (since we are her only friends)
zhiping is not included cos she oso the same.
ok im bo liao. :P
Thursday, 14th march 2002, 11.53pm
first time so early update. usually its 1+am one. anyway i felt so stupid in class. i felt like an idiot, so insulted. i can't do shit for MA. really can't. sigh
i shall study hard...
1.19am
shall update on tuesday night first. had our rehearsal for our BIG ct wham! thingy. it was quite okay. i realised that michael's sense of rhythm is not tt good too. im not condemming him, but it was so funny how we all tried to ask him to skip the last quaver note of the 8th bar. teach until can vomit blood leh! but it was fun lar. he insisted it was 8 1/2, and none of us could understand why. but somehow his logic worked. logically is 8 3/4 right? oh wadever!
mr breakdancer bowled 25 games! *qi si le* i was so so so so so so so mad at him. and he forgot all about my rehearsal and thought i was going down cine to meet him to bowl (?) with him. so on and so forth. but in the end he came down to school lar, and lost his way, hai de poor little kwang had to drive him down. after much decision i decided to forgive him today, cos he came to watch me bowl, although he came a bit the late, which brings me to update everyone on my wednesday, ie today (or actually today)
did nothing much today. woke up at 11 happily and took my own sweet time to get my butt out of my cosy little bed and went down to orchard with my huge red bag that house my columbia300 reactive resin 3 piece 12 lbs ball. *kakakaka* had my bowling training today, spent the whole time at the beginning kneeling down at the drop zone and swing swing swing my arm like a monkey to practice the release of ball. so tiring.
then later in the release position, meaning the lean forward left leg bent, right foot behind and twisted to the left, hips oso twist twist a bit. a bit like the picture of mark in the dark angels page. go check it out lar (free advert for mark) it is very very lei one leh! i was like shivering. wrist grip must be good to let it swing swing swing, thigh muscle, sense of balance. aiyo, i wanted to die. but it was fun.
after the training we bowled somemore. at least this time its decent games. wanted to show off that i spared good splits. i was SO amazed with myself ok!!
X X X X this is the normal pin setting
X X X
X X
X
X X 0 X X is the ones that remained.
X 0 0 look how far they are. :PpPpPP
0 0
0
I S P A R E D I T ! ! ! !
that was the spare of the day. there was spare of the day rank no. 2, but too lazy to type it out. was so happy with myself. cos i feel that i have improved a lot! pat my shoulder and say good work please! hee hee hee hee
ok going off to sleep soon. got to go to school early tmr. bye!~~
Tuesday, 12th march 2002, 3.42pm
in class now. stats as usual. went for driving and my instructor said i got hope liao. hahaha... i was such a reckless driver, he said, not checking blindspots and risking the lives of poor bikers.
"...."
one more month to my driving test, and ping's one is next week. can't wait to pass.
lead a very busy day yesterday. long day from school, and then stayed on to do the ltb project stuff. i am not very happy. i think people are not very happy with me too. sometimes i hate doing projects, especially when it is a big group involve. but i guess it is part and parcel of our learning. a particular person accused me of "spending a long time downloading songs and surfing the net". HA HA HA HA HA
i spent all the time in the world trying to edit the tickets, THEN tried to create an email to send to the school, THEN the email gave me shit problem, THEN i was looking at stats, THEN i helped built the mascot, THEN i tried to help to paint it. i'm not trying to say that i did a lot of things, nor am i saying that i'm like damn great, but spending all the time to download songs is really too much. i have NOT been downloading songs ever since the start of this term, not even ONCE, and she easily and happily accused me. to hell.
maybe i just hate the feeling of being underappreciated. or rather, in this case, unappreciated. and i absolutely feel like slapping faces of people especially the one that is ugly.
Monday, 11th march 2002, 11.56am
good morning sunshine. i managed to wake up early today, alhough i was still slightly late for class. my tripod looks a bit weird now, the pixels are reduced to a weird size. oh well, nvm.
nothing much happened yesterday. spent a lazy sunday with my family relac one corner went to ang mo kio and walked around slowly. ate too much for a day, i think. :P therefore had no dinner.
quarrelled with ping for a bit cos of some misunderstandings. so sad. :( But this morning we okay liao, i think? guess we can never quarrel any longer than a few hours, cos she bestest friend lar. *keke*
anyway class has ended, going for lunch. oh and today thickhead wore something ugly and weird, something that looks cancerous. wore this funny looking hat that was/is/will never be in fashion, and some funny glitter dress. ok im not supposed to bitch, but i miss her missing in class. catch the pun?
Sunday, 10th march 2002, 2.13am
i was so tired yesterday night that i fell asleep after i gone through all the trouble of hijacking my dad's vcd player to watch a beautiful mind. watched 5 mins of the show.
anyway today is a fun day. (today = saturday) was dragged out of bed to go sentosa. lay there to tan, but dun really want to tan, so covered my face. after like 20 mins got impatient and went to try to borrow kayak instead, but they didn't allow. oh wadever. details are a drag. we played volleyball with kelly and her funny friends (funny not = cute way but weird).
after that we went to play, of all things, counter strike. 1st time in my life. so funny. i guess it is fun in its own way, for people who dunno how to play. we were more excited about shopping for armour and shit than really killing. hee hee.
its actually quite a fun day, but i am in a stone mood now. very stone in fact. its the money issue again lar. why don't i have enough money to spend? i decided.
1. bowling training. takes up $15 per week
2. bowling practices/ for novelties. mebbe $15 a week
3. driving. 2 times a week $20, + circuit another 12/session. = $32
4. food. lunch in schools. dinners outside DESPITE having dinner at home.
5. cabs. when late.
6. stupid things, school things, projects shit.
Plan: stay home and eat. but that saves like the most 20 30 bucks? mebbe no more bowling for novelties. go teach tution again, or go work at the spastic restaurant.
i hate being broke. i fucking hate this feeling.
by the way, i get about 100 a week. plus bad memory on my mom's side, sometimes its 100 for 2 weeks.
and i miss him
Friday, 8th march 2002, 6.21pm
creative thinking is god damn boring! i mean, ok ok creativity should not be taught, but then it shouldn't be like this! i can't help comparing across different professors eventhough it is not very fair.
ping is finally doing up her website that looks like the reverse of mine. white background with black words. maybe grey. wanted to have that look too, but after some consideration, i have designed my site such a way that it looks better with black lar, ping thinks so too, so i'm just keeping it. oh please visit my strawberry shortcake site that i did. i love strawberry shortcake!!!! but please don't label me as a guniang. thank you! :P
4.24pm
i am so freaking sleepy. yesterday went bowling again, quite happy lar. after getting the play card its only $1.50 for games on weekdays from 10-7pm, 10pm onwards oso. ok lar i seem to be bowling better liao. sweet sweet bought famos amos... fatteningly sinfully nice. and erm i was happily powdering my fingers. powdered so much, my ball flew....... backwards. :( so maluating....
after a heartache at failing the ma test (again), i had to rush 3 mind maps and 1 why why (????) diagram. and i didn't want to. ended up only started doing at night after i reach home at about 1am, then did till 3 and fell asleep. woke up at 7 again, to go to school for rehearsals for creative thinking. this is a lousy week. so so tired. still need to drive later, at unearthly hour of 8.30pm. sad
Thursday, 7th march 2002, 12.49am
results day today. as the not-so proud ambassador of smu, went down to aj to help distribute flyers and answer what nots questions about the school. i happen to realise that smu's reputation is really not very good. i mean, people don't really want the forms of smu. seems like it is stil percieve as dumping ground. *sigh*
anyway, feels quite good to be back to my jc. i mean, the memories came back... although felt a bit out of place. keke. quite nice lar, saw a few teachers here and there, talked to them a bit, all talked about my hair. :(
then went to bowl. 1st training of the year. learnt quite a bit a things today and my bowl can be controlled liao. keke. yiren forgot his handphone, and it is now with me. the cathy people are quite friendly. anyway i applied for playcard. anyone want to borrow just ask me. :) bowling at discounted rate.
just now after i reach home, there was this stupid cat who is so STUPID and he/she went into my house to steal food. so irritating! the next thing, he kanchiong saw me looking at it tried to run away and knock over my mommy's vase. its a big vase, to our waist that kind height. wah piang. so xin tong! :((( next time i see it i make cat mincemeat! !#$%^ the last time he stole my bah kua...
Wednesday, 6th march 2002, 12.28am
i rode the bicycle... 1st time after a looonnngg loooonnnggg time. have been like ages since the bike broke down and no one cared. finally its up again. rode over to michelle's house cos smu wanted me to put up some stupid posters in aj tmr, and i din go skool, so she collected on behalf and i just went over to take. at least 3 years since i last rode a bike. so scary initially cos i had to ride across main roads and shit, and i dun remember braking as often as i did last time. sigh. wad a hopeless person i am.
anyway, stone! michelle tried to put some sense into product costing. and it sounded sensible, but when i hit the text and look at the questions, god i dunno hell! oh sians
Tuesday, 5th march 2002, 5.50pm
Sense of accomplishment! Finally did up the tickets design for Soiree, and its official that Ping's group is merging with us for the beach project, or have i told you already?
anyway, no sense of accomplishment in terms of MA, tried very hard to understand it but i can make sense out of them. Honestly i am trying very very hard but shit! it is damn stupid! or mebbe i am the stupid one.
Din turn up for my stats test because it takes the better of the 2 tests and well i thought i did fine in the first one already and i was too lazy anyway. Ping whined and said it was more difficult, a lot of people complained too. heng lar, in a way, that i never go, waste time. although i din accomplish much also lar at home. no big deal.
A levels coming out tommorrow at 2pm. Shit i have to lug my beautiful reactive 12 lbs ball there. *heehee* Good luck everyone, i'd be there physically to support you~~ what nice senior u have. :)
4th march 2002, 3.40pm
in class now. gonna have my logic test later... so sad. haven't studied yet. :(
tried very hard to get a blogger account, but i gave up. its here, but dun look at it lar very malu only testing testing.
anyway, nothing much to say, except that MAHALO SUX! they did not email as they promised, stupid ass. sunset bay should be THE ONE
oh okie. time to study for the stats. bye
3rd march 2002, 3.15am
guess i am supposed to be sleeping/ studying but doing neither. so useless. *sigh* bogged down by some thoughts in my mind, and projects ah projects, so scared worse come to worse the beach party is cancelled, NIGHTMARE!
watched from hell. not very fantastic but alright lah i guess. at least it is not very predictable and will make u discuss with ur movie kaki who the hell is jack the ripper. shall not talk too much to spoil the fun! and marina chairs really not comfortable one. cine is still best of the best.
1 march 2002, 1.46am
oh god its march tmr! i mean today! i haven't buy my bus stamp... jialat, i realised only now as i am typing this. must buy at paya lebar tmr.
at home liaoz, finished the final touches for my 2nd essay. at least i accomplished something today, though its really not a lot for a day. sigh.
someone very happy bought his breaking helmet already. *heehee* was trying to show off to me just now... but i oso very happy lar, although i dun see why i should be. kakaa *hugs*
i feel a lil better, was feeling sick yesterday night, even feverish, but i guess i lack rest big time. explains my sad miserable fate. luckily i refused to wake up when michael called me up today, at least i slept enough.
was walking down bukit timah rd as usual after a funny day of finding THE spot to study, THE spot that belongs to us. in vain lar, was at the cosy beige sofas and was chased out. i never knew michael can whine so p*a*l-like. *sniggers* we started fighting as we walk down the hill as usual, and we realised that markie only came close for about 2-3 months, but we behave like 10+ years of old friends with all the slapping forehead and fat tummy. once again feeling amazed. can't help it!
and the class is going to jb tmr. Happening!
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